i like you, is it ok?

well, another day... a while ago was our C.A.T. graduation... bagged a bronze medal... really not proud of it... i mean, not that much... anyway, last graduation practice today... i can't believe it that we are almost out of the halls of our alma mater... i mean, we grew up there and spent most of our lives in it learning stuff, meeting friends and simply enjoying what it has to offer to us... but now as we leave, we won't have to think what the school offered to us the past thirteen years, but what we have given to our alma mater... what services have we given to her.

anyway, back to my life...

i finally had the guts to give the letters which was supposed to be for the religion activity... i mean, i thought that it might be a nice one since holy week is coming and it will give them something to think about... something to be thankful for and i can somehow make them feel special in my own little way. so, that's it for that. our top five treat us to a pizza party! thanks guys! so... here's where the title comes in...

coin called me to sign on his rhgp project... i can't think of anything really since i just handed him a 5-paged letter... so a simple 'good luck, love ya and ingats' was all i have written... anyway, there was the 'you want me to ruin your life right now?' part... i was really fooling around that time but, sudddenly, i blurted out 'i like you, is it ok?'. he was surprised and let out a loud "what?" but with a big smile, then i calmly repeated it... but with the 'seryoso ako' then i turned away, covered my face with my overcoat and said 'yan, namumula na ako' but seeing him smiling, i'm already happy... i turned away and he said 'ingats' then i simply walked away... i mean, i wasn't really expecting anything... i was even surprised with his reaction since i thought he wouldn't be surprised about it cause i thought he knew all about it from his friends... but i guess i was wrong... or maybe he's just a great actor...?? who knows! as long as i still don't feel the rejection, the negative reply, i'm fine with it... with everything... i'm really thankful for the sudden over flowing of courage in me... i don't know where it came from... but it just came... and i'm really so touched... i mean, he was still wearing a smile after i have said that... must have been flattered... anyway... that's it for that. he just have to draw his own conclusions, think what he wants to think and that also includes everyone else... i did my part, and i'm going to live with it... no regrets... i did it because i want to and i know it's right... i don't care what others think about it anymore... that's right, i'm gonna say it now... back off!!!

tama_chan