I want to take something up, a new hobby, a maybe new found passion... just to get my mind straight really.

So I was thinking of archery. How does that sound? We tried it out yesterday at the shooting range at MOA and with 3 arrows to shoot (and I definitely suck at it) I enjoyed it! I would love to have my own bow and arrow and just spend hours and hours at a shooting range. But the problem is, the bow itself is expensive enough and the arrows costs even more! I think...

So, anyone out there who knows somewhere I could buy some of the good stuff but cheaper? I am a beginner and I suck at it... haha, maybe toys perhaps? :P

A topic while having dinner with friends awhile ago amused me and I want to talk about it here because I deeply agree with it and have some personal say on it. 

When a guy reaches thirty, he wouldn't have to be the one to chase and have a hard time to get a girl because girls would be the ones who would chase after him.

Of course, this does not apply to all but for me, it is true. A girl might not notice a guy when he's young but when the guy reaches 30, she might wish that she should have paid more attention to him. Why so? Because a guy gains a brain at 30 years old and above, a guy is more successful (if he is) at this age, more stable and more likely to be serious about settling down (at long last ladies). He might even become more mature. 

With these being said, for the guys, a girl is more likely to settle down with a 30 years old or more guy. Why? Because guys grows more handsome as they grow older IF they are at the said age. Haha, I know, it's quite farfetched and it's only among the chosen few. But think of it this way, when you already have that tummy (after being fit your whole life) and a girl still accepted to settle down with you, you might have her for keeps already. right right? :) 

Another personal thing I shared awhile ago was when asked "what about the muscles on a guy?" Nah, doesn't matter. A guy needs not to be all muscles to be able to attract a woman. In fact, a woman chooses someone who looks like he could be a great provider and a more caring and sensitive man, according to studies, when they want to settle down. This is because they want someone sensitive and loving to take care of their offsprings instead of the "bad boy". For me, I would prefer a leaner or a bit chubbier guy so that he is huggable instead of someone full of muscles and as stiff as a washboard… 

I know a lot of people would definitely disagree with me on these points, but hey, this is me :) 

five years

Lately, I have been not been getting people a lot. Correction, just one. It's like I'm being played and I've been foolishly letting myself be played. Why is that? Am I back to my old hopeless romantic self? It's the first time in five years that I have been like this, letting a person sway me so easily. I know it's pathetic. 

Experts say that significant changes in a person's life can been seen in every seven years of their lives (age 7, 14, 21…) But so far, for me, I have been finding myself changing emotionally every five years… why is that? 

When going back to the very first person I like, it took me five years to get over him. Same goes with the second one. And now, it's been five years since I have let go and here I find myself putting the same, if not more, feelings into another person. So I guess another five years will be wasted? 

"He's the time taken up but it's never enough and he's all I need to fall into…" 

Now I know that you really don't care about me. Despite what others may say or how I interpret you, you really don't care about me at all, not even as a friend. 

Every action you've shown me is nothing… so, thanks for the memories…