Now that Christmas break is about to start (because today is dooms day number uncountable), I now have enough time to watch my series, shop and read manga. I watched Da Capo, although I'm not yet done with it.
And there's something I can't understand again. Not that I have understood it already, but it just came back to haunt my thoughts.
Why is it that most men are insensitive about women's feelings or why do they turn a blind eye towards it so that the gals "won't get hurt"? In Da Capo, this girl Kotori did everything for the main guy because she likes him. Not that she wants something in return, but she did all that because she loves him and she wants him to be safe and healthy. Since he was an irresponsible guy, she passes by his house to cook him food, clean his house, do his laundry etc. But then, when this guy's "sister" (orphaned by his family but not really blood related and has become his lover) returned from college, he wents back chasing this girl. Now, Kotori, the girl who was by his side while his sister was away, is now being shunned. Not in the sense of a cold shoulder, but in the sense that she wasn't that much entertained already by the guy. She understood. But because she loves the guy, she can't help but to get hurt. She sacrifices stuff, like fun, for her not to cause any problems for the guy. She says that seeing him happy makes him happy.
Now, the thing I don't really understand is that why do guys, even though they know that the girl likes them already, still persist on making her his "friend". Do they think that it is the best way in order not to hurt the girls? Or sometimes, they ignore them. Do they think that not confronting the problem is the best way to solve things? Why don't they just say it directly and let the girl decide what she wants to do with the situation?
Hay... nevermind this post. :P
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Monday, September 03, 2007
boo!
BOO!
i guess i'm back... for now anyway. first sem is over and i can't say its been easy because its not! with all the prof watching our every move in all our labs... oh well, can't blame them, we disobeyed a lot of times and i guess they just snapped. now, tomorrow's course card day, doomsday number 9 for me... haha :P
anyway, just this friday, i finally got enrolled in a driving school! thank GOD!!! haha! and since saturday, i have been learning how to handle an automobile. been driving for 4 hours now... not much progress but i guess no one would be interested since driving is not supposed to be a new thing for a 20 year old! gosh!!! haha! :P
so anyway, nothing has been happening much... oh yeah, i've got a 1 year old bunny! haha!!! that's an accomplishment for me since all the bunnies that i've taken home seemed to die in just 4 months or less... haha!!! but this bunny is different... it molted here and right now, he's just fat, dirty and lazy! but still cute anyway :P
about cuteness, check out my multiply and take a peek in the Cuties folder and check out the cute little babies and puppies! don't mind the pikachu pin... haha! :P
anyway, i'll just drop by again in a few months or so...
~berries 'n' cream, mysh
oh yeah, i finished watching the oc from seasons 1-4 except! except except except for season 3's season finale!!! wah! i can't find any copy of it! help me please! somebody!!! (crying out for HELP!)
i guess i'm back... for now anyway. first sem is over and i can't say its been easy because its not! with all the prof watching our every move in all our labs... oh well, can't blame them, we disobeyed a lot of times and i guess they just snapped. now, tomorrow's course card day, doomsday number 9 for me... haha :P
anyway, just this friday, i finally got enrolled in a driving school! thank GOD!!! haha! and since saturday, i have been learning how to handle an automobile. been driving for 4 hours now... not much progress but i guess no one would be interested since driving is not supposed to be a new thing for a 20 year old! gosh!!! haha! :P
so anyway, nothing has been happening much... oh yeah, i've got a 1 year old bunny! haha!!! that's an accomplishment for me since all the bunnies that i've taken home seemed to die in just 4 months or less... haha!!! but this bunny is different... it molted here and right now, he's just fat, dirty and lazy! but still cute anyway :P
about cuteness, check out my multiply and take a peek in the Cuties folder and check out the cute little babies and puppies! don't mind the pikachu pin... haha! :P
anyway, i'll just drop by again in a few months or so...
~berries 'n' cream, mysh
oh yeah, i finished watching the oc from seasons 1-4 except! except except except for season 3's season finale!!! wah! i can't find any copy of it! help me please! somebody!!! (crying out for HELP!)
Monday, April 30, 2007
munchkin!
hey, after a long time of not posting any entries and not hearing from me, im finally back! with really nothing that interesting to talk about sadly... haha!
anyway, my life has been nothing but smooth... although i may have a few set backs in my acads, i am still hanging on to my course. enjoying it actually. :) of course, i have my friends to thank for most of the fun encountered in school (look in my multiply account to check out the pictures) and of course my life, my light, my munchkin. :D
so anyway, what else is there to say? a! my fiction! i guess i can't continue writing it anymore... first of all, i don't have any time at all to update it. and secondly and i think what's most important in writing a fiction or anything at all, i can't let my imagination run loose like the way it did in the past. i've lost all inspiration to contunue writing it... first i had the perfect plot, the perfect twist and the happily ever after ending that every reader wants to read even though it never happens in reality, but hey, that's what they want, don't we all? we just want to dream a bit, read what's missing in our lives and as for me, write about what my dreams are... anyway, but as it goes on i've lost track of the actual plot, the twist became more twisted and truthfully, i find it dull and very weird even for me! haha! and i can't change it already because i have forgotten what i really want in the first place. so for those people who read my second fic, i'm sorry but i just can't continue it. because there's nothing missing in my life that i want to write about. and most of my dreams have been fulfilled. :D
so what else is there to say? oh yeah, 4 weeks of summer vacation... mine? fully booked! 3 weeks still spent in school with 3 and a half hours locked up in air conditioned rooms. haha! i wouldn't really consider it unlucky because outside the temperature reaches up until 36 to 37 degrees! burning! then before dinnertime i go to the gym when there's no class like tomorrow, i go to the gym in the morning. then i guess after may 17, which is our finals in summer term and my death call because i will be taking MECATWO and STRENTH successively with 30 minutes in between, i will be enrolled in a driving school to get my liscence before the term starts. and i still haven't gone to my pastport interview! wah!
so as you can see, i'm kinda busy busy busy!
ja ne!
~mysh
anyway, my life has been nothing but smooth... although i may have a few set backs in my acads, i am still hanging on to my course. enjoying it actually. :) of course, i have my friends to thank for most of the fun encountered in school (look in my multiply account to check out the pictures) and of course my life, my light, my munchkin. :D
so anyway, what else is there to say? a! my fiction! i guess i can't continue writing it anymore... first of all, i don't have any time at all to update it. and secondly and i think what's most important in writing a fiction or anything at all, i can't let my imagination run loose like the way it did in the past. i've lost all inspiration to contunue writing it... first i had the perfect plot, the perfect twist and the happily ever after ending that every reader wants to read even though it never happens in reality, but hey, that's what they want, don't we all? we just want to dream a bit, read what's missing in our lives and as for me, write about what my dreams are... anyway, but as it goes on i've lost track of the actual plot, the twist became more twisted and truthfully, i find it dull and very weird even for me! haha! and i can't change it already because i have forgotten what i really want in the first place. so for those people who read my second fic, i'm sorry but i just can't continue it. because there's nothing missing in my life that i want to write about. and most of my dreams have been fulfilled. :D
so what else is there to say? oh yeah, 4 weeks of summer vacation... mine? fully booked! 3 weeks still spent in school with 3 and a half hours locked up in air conditioned rooms. haha! i wouldn't really consider it unlucky because outside the temperature reaches up until 36 to 37 degrees! burning! then before dinnertime i go to the gym when there's no class like tomorrow, i go to the gym in the morning. then i guess after may 17, which is our finals in summer term and my death call because i will be taking MECATWO and STRENTH successively with 30 minutes in between, i will be enrolled in a driving school to get my liscence before the term starts. and i still haven't gone to my pastport interview! wah!
so as you can see, i'm kinda busy busy busy!
ja ne!
~mysh
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
trust
after 6 years of not minding this topic, it finally came back to haunt me... "TRUST".
some people may think what's wrong with it, what's the problem with it? if a person is your friend, you should trust him and if this person is a special someone, the more that you should trust him! right? i have nothing against the special someone, i know that this person is special to you mainly because you trust him enough to want to spend your life with him. but here's the thing, what about friends?
there are also different kind of friends, some friends that you have known for life and others for a short while maybe a year or two or even a bit more than that. i have no problem trusting old friends, friends that i have known for almost all my life... but here's the thing, what about new friends? of course some people i learned how to trust, almost too quickly because they earned my trust in that way.
but there are some people who earned my trust but right now, extinguishing it slowly. in short, after being with them for more than two years, i'm starting to doubt and i honestly say that i am confused right now. maybe all these things that are happening right now are just starting to get to my nerves... opening up the part of me who doesn't easily welcome people into my life, who always have a hard time to trust people and doubt almost everyone.
so, tust, is it something that i really need? is it important to friendship and all other relationship between two people? i think yes but what do i know? i'm only human after all.
some people may think what's wrong with it, what's the problem with it? if a person is your friend, you should trust him and if this person is a special someone, the more that you should trust him! right? i have nothing against the special someone, i know that this person is special to you mainly because you trust him enough to want to spend your life with him. but here's the thing, what about friends?
there are also different kind of friends, some friends that you have known for life and others for a short while maybe a year or two or even a bit more than that. i have no problem trusting old friends, friends that i have known for almost all my life... but here's the thing, what about new friends? of course some people i learned how to trust, almost too quickly because they earned my trust in that way.
but there are some people who earned my trust but right now, extinguishing it slowly. in short, after being with them for more than two years, i'm starting to doubt and i honestly say that i am confused right now. maybe all these things that are happening right now are just starting to get to my nerves... opening up the part of me who doesn't easily welcome people into my life, who always have a hard time to trust people and doubt almost everyone.
so, tust, is it something that i really need? is it important to friendship and all other relationship between two people? i think yes but what do i know? i'm only human after all.
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