"You tell me what you want and I'll be that for you!"

Monday, July 31, 2006

rainy day

chalk one up for the rainy days! another rainy day in the lonely city of Manila... for me that is. i don't know, maybe the weather does harm my mood... and right now, i can say is that i'm lonelier than you can imagine.

while i walked passed the engwalk a little pass 0620 and went straight up to the 4th floor of saint joseph, i felt like a zombie, a mindless creature of the night. i know i looked like something a cat dragged in and obviously in my head, there were bells ringing. no, not the kind of bells in your usual daydreams of fairytales but the kind of bells you hear when you are the one ringing it. gets? in short, manic headache! i am feeling cold, even my most trusted jacket is failing tremendously. maybe it's because i got wet in the rain yesterday when i was looking for starbucks near the le pavillion. i can't say that i regret it, i don't! i had fun yesterday... too bad we didn't get to stay until 0400 to personally hear who won the goodies. oh well, kyou kara maou until the 66th episode is worth it! not to mention a dvd copy of fma movie and elfren lied... i just forgot to purchase something... maybe when i will buy the last dvd of kyou kara maou nalang.

anyway, back to the present. just came from my physics class. Dr. Palisoc told me that classes will probably be suspended come 1140... i hope so too. surprisingly, i am raring not to attend my memmath class today and not so surprisingly my envieng class. maybe i really am sick. i don't even want to attend my macpro class... but that's the way life is. so far, i have dealt with 3 people since i arrived here in DLSU. i really don't feel like doing this, or even attending the seminar with festo later on...

my mind is spinning right now... i don't want to think anymore.

did i have to be the one to talk first? and if i don't, will it be like that night again?

Friday, July 28, 2006

lalety...

i don't plan on making this my research blog... in fact, i don't plan on doing one of those in the future! it's just that i found that very interesting (for me) article that i just knew i have to repost it here for you guys! so, how have i been?

lately, i have been having an insatiable craving for hot shots with kfc gravy and ling-nam lugaw! and of course the strawberry cheesecake haagen dazs ice cream and hot milo... yummy!

what have i been up to? you know high school musical??? i love the songs especially bop to the top and the jazz version of what i've been looking for! thanks Ann! you know baby blues? i'm still not done reading the whole 10-year archive! you know how i love baking?! well, i still haven't got the time to bake yet... but cooking? just finished cooking some potato croquettes with minced pork. oh well, what else have i been up to? before going to sleep, i think about what to do with the new layout for my last issue of MEMo. hopefully, my seniors will leave it up to me to make it MY style this time... oh well! what else have i been up to?

oh yeah, the down parts... my left hand is injured from lab yesterday... maybe those lab safety rules have a use after all! especially the running part and the using the files as light sabers... sheesh! that was embarrassing! haha! not to mention my left ankle is acting up again... it freakin' hurts! i seem to have a red rash between my eyes during the morning... but right now, thankfully it's gone! my callous on my big left toe is still there... and i still lack sleep!!! not to mention i just burned my tongue...

good parts... hmmm... i guess the best part in my life right now is kyle xy! i love watching it! and of course my friends are still there and that i have found a new book just awhile ago... Kiss the Girls by James Patterson, one more off my wishlist! so, i'm going to go read it now! til next time!

choco-strawberries and kisses,
mysh ;P

Shout Out to MaTep! Happy birthday!!!

Monday, July 24, 2006

Team envisions exploring Mars with mini probes

Team envisions exploring Mars with mini probes

MIT engineers and scientist colleagues have a new vision for the future of Mars exploration: a swarm of probes, each the size of a baseball, spreading out across the planet in every direction.

Thousands of probes, powered by fuel cells, could cover a vast area now beyond the reach of today's rovers, including exploring remote and rocky terrain that large rovers cannot navigate.

"They would start to hop, bounce and roll and distribute themselves across the surface of the planet, exploring as they go, taking scientific data samples," said Steven Dubowsky, the MIT professor of mechanical engineering who is leading the research team.

Dubowsky's team plans to test prototypes on Earth this fall and estimates that a trip to Mars is about 10 years away. He is now working with Penelope Boston, director of the cave research program at the New Mexico Institute of Mining and Technology, to create probes that can handle the rough terrain of Mars.

Scientists believe that lava tubes commonly seen on Mars are a promising location to search for signs of water. Lava tubes are tunnels left behind by underground lava flows. Signs of these tubes, which are also present in many locations on Earth, can be seen above ground.

The tubes could be entered through holes that formed on the Mars surface where sections of the tubes have collapsed, but these formations are too treacherous for today's rovers to explore. However, tiny bouncing probes could make their way inside the caves.

Mars also features canyons that could have once had rivers flowing through them. The canyons, too, are inaccessible to rovers, but small probes might be able to make their way down the canyon faces.

One of the major advantages of the mini probes is that losing a few out of hundreds or thousands of probes sent into a treacherous area would not derail the overall mission, Dubowsky said. "You would certainly be willing to sacrifice some of these 1,000 balls" to gather information from remote areas, he said.

Each probe would weigh about 100 grams (4 ounces) and would carry its own tiny fuel cell. "You could hop for a long, long time on a few grams of fuel," Dubowsky said.

Artificial muscles inside the probes could make them hop an average of six times per hour, with a maximum rate of 60 hops per hour. The devices would travel about 1.5 meters per hop; they can also bounce or roll. In 30 days, a swarm of probes could cover 50 square miles, according to Dubowsky.

Each probe would carry different types of sensors, including cameras and environmental sensors. The probes are made of durable and lightweight plastic that could withstand the rigors of Mars travel and the extreme cold. Their fuel cells will provide enough heat to keep their electronics and sensors operable.
One thousand of the probes would have the same volume and weight as the Spirit rover. "For the weight and size of Spirit you could certainly send more than 1,000 of these sensors up there, which would have much greater capability," Dubowsky said.

The probes would be able to communicate with nearby probes through a local area network (LAN). Data would be sent to a base station that would transmit information back to Earth.

Other possible applications for the small robots include search and rescue missions in collapsed buildings or other dangerous sites, and counter-terrorist activities (searching for terrorists in caves).

Last year, the researchers got funding from the NASA Institute for Advanced Concepts (NIAC). The NIAC grant is meant to help move the project from the concept stage to the prototype stage.

Other collaborators on the project include Jean-Sebastien Plante, a postdoctoral researcher in the Department of Mechanical Engineering, and Fritz Prinz and Mark Cutkowsky of Stanford University.

Source: http://web.mit.edu/newsoffice/2006/microbots.html

Friday, July 21, 2006

back to normal

everything's back to normal! at long last!

the last two weeks were crazy and insanely tiresome! i didn't even had enough time to sleep or watch tv. but everything's back to normal, including my mood. the past entries about the thing that i have written that i will never talk about... er... basta, yung mga past entries ko about nung sa word na sabi ko dati na i will never talk about... um... yun din yun e... sowi! anyway, glad things went back to the way they were and no, i am not feeling any bit of sadness, pain, bitterness, anger or any negative feelings... all i can think about right now is having enough sleep!!!

so enough said, as for my fiction, gay dreamer... it's still continuing trust me! even though i have not updated for about a week na ata... but still, don't worry, i will still be updating it within this month i think? anyway, i need some strawberry cheesecake haagen dazs ice cream!!! 1 pint!!! and milo... lots and lots of milo!!! (addiction)

Monday, July 17, 2006

bitter

Bitterness : An emotion which encompasses feelings of anger and hatred.

I AM NOT BITTER!!!

make me sweet... with a little bit of spice... and maybe a little salty... but never bitter! why should i be bitter? or at least feel the slightest bitterness? i'm happy with my life right now... maybe a little bit of downs once in a while but never bitter!

"the face can speak of a thousand emotions but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels. don't be fooled for the happiest face may be masking the most hurting heart..."

STILL NOT BITTER!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

it's just not the same

i once told someone that i love solving problems in math even though i suck at it. and what he replied stayed with me, "wow, true love."

what is it anyway? what does it mean? it's tough really but i hate things when they are just not the same anymore.

in short, i hate change. you need to adjust to them and sometimes, some people are just not that great... some people just can't adjust to the situation that fast. i guess some people will know why i moved the subject this fast, for those who doesn't know, you will find out sooner or later.

it's like when one day you and someone are THAT close but suddenly the next day, you are THAT far. wow, it's just not the same.

well, i'm going to stop here. like my status says, "when the rain pours, sudden loneliness comes..."

Saturday, July 08, 2006

equivalent exchange

"Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's First Law of Equivalent Exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the world's one, and only, truth." — Alphonse Elric, from Fullmetal Alchemist.

i wonder if that's true and if it is the one and only truth.

in life, in order to get something that we want, we need to use money to purchase it. to get money, we need to work for it. in order to work for it, we need energy. in order to get energy, we need to eat. and so on and so forth... we get something we want by giving something up. EQUIVALENT EXCHANGE. there's nothing in this world that doesn't have a price tag on it. even if you say that the air is free, we need to take good care of it and not pollute it. EQUIVALENT EXCHANGE. something of equal value must be lost...

you can never bring a person back from the dead even with all the technology nowadays because a human soul can never be replaced with anything. a human life can never be bought. in forming human life, there are stuffs that a man and a woman should give up. we do not create human life, GOD does. EQUIVALENT EXCHANGE.

ever since the day i heard that line from fullmetal alchemist, i have been thinking about somethings that doesn't need equivalent exchange. something that i can gain without giving something up. until now, i haven't thought of anything at all. zip, nada, none! EQUIVALENT EXCHANGE. i have put that line in mind everyday and some people would just have to tell me again and again, "sacrifices are to be made... konting tiyaga lang..." i'm tired... dead tired. i know i haven't been working half as hard as the others but i don't care. i don't care about others, all i need to care about right now is myself. that sounds so selfish, i know. but in order to care for others, i should take care of myself first right? EQUIVALENT EXCHANGE. where am i going?

i know that sacrifices are to be made because of that conservation of energy. nothing can be formed out of nothing. everything in this world is physics, chemistry, biology... in short, science. everything has a reason. and the unexplainable are miracles, religion and GOD.

in love, you can never get the person you love if you are not of equal value... "to obtain, something of equal value must be lost..."

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

my personality test

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Millionaire which means you are a Success / Thinker Your primary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Thinker" characteristics.

That means you're very ambitious and personable, and you've got a great sense of humor. Chances are you care a lot about how you look. You're bursting with self-confidence, and people admire you for your achievements and determination.

How do we know all this? How do we know that behind that bold exterior you sometimes worry that you're not good enough? Or that you can be so critical of your work that it verges on self-destructive? How could we have divined that you aim to succeed — and you'll quickly crush anyone who stands in your way?

Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Millionaire.

And that's just scratching the surface.

** from emode... i'm a millionaire!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

bakit nga ba?

bakit una ang close close tapos biglang *ka-poof*?!

hindi ko rin alam e... bakit nga ba?