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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

alex cross

wow, napakatagal ko na hindi naka post! it even passed my birthday! well, i have forgotten about removing the counter for a while and now it's gone... oh well, another year, another age and should be a lot wiser! well, i am wiser, much wiser than i was 3 months ago i think. anyway...

been hook in an Alex Cross novel again. thanks for the big bad wolf Nic and Cortet! anyway, i love it! well, i still don't know what's the deal with Pasha and why he is kidnapping women and killing them... but, i'm halfway there, besides, i know the name of the mastermind already! it's really a page turner try to read James Patterson's Alex Cross series! it's really fun! anyway, i haven't read only 4 more books out of the 11 books (as of now). and only got 3 books thanks to jing, nic and cortet! haha! :D

really now, i have watched the Da Vinci Code and X-men III. unfortunately, i'm not that satisfied with the first one mentioned. care to explain it anyone? haha! it's because i read the book. x-men on the other hand was fascinating! i had lots of fun watching it! but here's the gruesome thing... logan and jean?! wtf!!! ewww! worst pair! kitty and iceman... come on! rouge is better than her anytime of the day... oh well, pairing... not really an x-men thing but... haha! that's who i am! anyway, the movie's really good and i simply can't wait for the real last stand!

what am i blabbering in here for?! i've got to study my phyeng2 assignment already... we meet at 7 and it simply sucks my brain out! 7-8 then 8-11 is lbyphy2! i still haven't bought the manual! and even a measly 10 minute break is... oh well, that's my nasty schedule. oh yeah, before that, the big bad wolf is waiting!!! my bookmark is burning through the pages and my hands are itching to get hold of it again! ja ne!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

serious summer

i seriously have to enjoy my 4 days of summer! Because of summer classes and org responsibilities, only have 4 days of summer vacation. seriously, could things get any better?! anyway, how can i enjoy it? it's cloudy outside, there's a chill in the air and rainy season is almost here. wow, the greatest summer vacation ever, really.

well, i have accomplish much more things than the usual summers that i had. first off, i got a satisfying 2.0 for my engcal2 summer class. then, had a bad streak of cooking shrimps, crabs and baking breads and pies. then there's also the pilates workout which really is great! i mean for the first few days everytime i got out of bed, i couldn't feel my legs, arms or even my back. but now, even though i do it twice a day, nothing happens. which also helps my in badminton. i also tried out a day in slimmer's world. it was fun! as in it was my first time in an actual gym and i enjoyed it! the feeling was great and i want to be a member in it, anyone with a generous heart want to give me Php 40,000.00 for my birthday? :P kidding! anyway, what else did i accomplish? i'm really proud to say that my fiction is finally done! i love it not because i'm the author but because i fell in love writing it! i know that sounds silly but... that's the way it is. and of course, the best thing that ever happened, i got my student's permit!

now next week is the start of my second year in college. whoopie! i'm getting older! and i feel older! haha! no sarcasm there, i feel like i'm the child way back then when i wanted to have a job ASAP. well, maybe i still am a child who is in a hurry to grow up and be free from my everyday life right now. hmmm... wonder who i'll be in another 10 years. would i be the person who i really want to be? and how many more summer vacations do i have left?

Friday, May 12, 2006

one year

ang bilis nga naman talaga ng panahon...

exactly one year ago, i had my first experience of an actual picnic. japanese garden in luneta park... ok, cheap... entrance fee was a mere Php 5. but the place wasn't really that of a big deal... although it was pretty! the food didn't even really mattered for me too... it was the company i had... kurstin, porman, ann and steph lee...

we planned the picnic as a surprise birthday party for porman actually, but it seemed that almost everyone backed out at the last minute so we ended up having a picnic among us. it was fun, lots of talk about anything and everything... each of us made a promise to each other that after a year, at the same place, natupad na namin dapat yung mga promise... i really didn't have any goal at that time. i was a carefree incoming frosh in dlsu... i had no idea what i was going to meet in college so i promised that by that time, i would already be a dean's lister!

bad move. i still am not on that list... maybe the late lister... i even failed engcal1 and now taking engcal2 during the summer, whoopie! haha! :D a little sarcasm there. oh, and the second picnic didn't take place. the whole day i sat in class for 3 hours, 1 and a half for review and the other half for the brain draining multiple integral and surface sketching test... then i was off to robinson's place once again. i tell you, i have been there for a hundred times and i still don't get tired of that place! that must be my favorite mall ever! haha! oh well, then i stayed home and updated my fic... not disappointed at all that the picnic didn't take place... how could it?! it rained the whole freaking day!

right now, i would like to cross the dl goal off my list for a while. of course i will still strive hard for it but not that desperate for one because i know that the course i chose is not an easy one... my goal right now? finish my fic, meet MEMo deadline (kinukulit na ako ni bosing! boss ko parin siya kahit na ako na publication head!) and to live a healthy lifestyle... aim BMI? 18.5! or kahit na 19 ok na rin :P for that, i need to be 95lbs!!! better start moving!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

chris daughtry

american idol season 5... what went wrong?!

"America, you have voted..." wah!!! bakit si chris pa?! i mean, mas deserving naman siya kesa kay katharine di ba?! ang ganda ganda ng mga performance niya last night while kay katharine ugh!!! i mean, i love the hound dog performance with the all shook up mix even though she dropped a line there but her version of can't help falling in love??? pitchy! screeching and shrieking!!! don't get me wrong, i learned to love her voice... really i did pero last night's performance was suppose to kick her all the way home, away from the competition... and chris' performance was absolutely breath taking... both of them!

elliot's the ultimate last night, i must agree... and taylor's performances really did bring him to be in the top 2... but come on, chris deserves that place better than katharine!

ok, i'm going to shut up now and finally come down. when i heard chris was in the bottom 2, i sat up from my usual laid back position, grab my phone and texted mama tep... "no, not chris!" when simon said that he thinks katharine was going home, i was estatic! i mean, usually people don't agree with simon but i do... and finally when ryan annonced that chris is going home... man, i freaked!!! di pa nariring mobile ko nasagot ko na kagad kasi tatawagan ko na si tep... tears... that's all that fell...

now the question is... "who is the next american idol?" i hope elliot is... or taylor... just not katharine... please!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

lao shu ai da mi

this is a Chinese song that i have learned how to love since Sunday! heard it when my dad was listening to some dvds... here's the lyrics! ask me for the mp3 if you like! i am very happy to share it with everyone!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

on the road

man, do i hate my life! but there's one thing for sure... i'm afraid to die just yet...

i got my student's permit last wednesday, and everyone who has been around me saw my excitement over that very little change in my life. i still am excited about having my own car... in fact, i researched and asked the prices of the cars i would like to have. honda jazz, hyundai getz or kia picanto... really, not because it's the one i like but it's something that could fit the budget or even lower than the budget. i like one that's colored orange and has a sun roof like my dad's ford lynx!

i was excited too the first time my mom gave me the keys to start the engine of our present car. the second day when i started it, we nearly crashed onto the wall. i still thought it was funny because it didn't happen at all... but this morning when my mom told me to move the car forward and back... that was everything but funny. i learned that driving isn't as smooth and easy as i thought it would be. and when i sat on the front seat of my dad's car, i turned white and sat quietly...

everything changed. i knew that if i was the one who will sit behind the wheel, it would be different. as a car stopped in front of us, my back would uncomfortably push back onto the seat... really, the big road trip i am looking forward to, will just have to wait or in fact be permanently be postponed.

i'm afraid to die... i'm afraid to sit behind the wheel. i want to accelerate faster and faster but i can't... i'm just too afraid...