over lunch in college

when i was in high school, i have never thought about how i will eat my meals in college. i know that there wouldn't be anymore fifth floor dining halls there and our permanent table and table-mates and i know that i wouldn't be bringing my own lunches everyday. the question is, where will i eat? what will i eat? who will be there to be with me?

everytime i have lunch in dlsu. i am usually with highschool friends, still. i don't know, i seem to be more comfortable with them and they seem to be a lot more fun than my blockmates. when someone told me last year that when i reach 2nd year i will be much closer to my blockmates? sheesh... here i am, still with my loving high school friends!

who are these ever so treasured people? there's jira (who will never be out of the picture), kenken, mato, joyce, shaelyn (sometimes), czay (rarely na e), bebe (kanina nandyan), jo (minsan pero mostly snacks lang e... taga libre ng big chill!) and sometimes cobang and pj are on the other table.

promise, i never have never laughed so hard before but everytime i'm with these guys, (specially mga kasama ko kanina sa tosh? --jing, ken, mato, joyce and bebe) i never stop laughing! and i eat super slow because i laugh most of the time. trust me, kahit kailan hindi pa naspespell ang lunch sa akin as 'super fun'!

i look forward to having lunch with them. kasi kahit na gaano karami kinakain ko ok lang e, i'm with them, i eat super slow and they entertain me! that's why i enjoy lunch!

Gay Dreamer

been busy with school, the cube, work, birthdays, parties, my puppy and my brand new fiction, Gay Dreamer.

i am meaning to write an entry but i just don't know what to write since all the ideas that come into my mind is for my fiction. i don't know but when i start writing a fiction, the ideas just keep on coming and sometimes 24 hours haven't even pass and there's my next chapter being uploaded for the readers. i love writing this one and please, don't judge it until the word COMPLETED is before the synopsis because i can assure you that there will be a lot of twists in this story. not one, maybe not just two too... all i'm saying is, never judge it like it sounds familiar although ken ken and matep already told me that it sounds very familiar... haha! oh well, try to check it out guys. it's in Gay Dreamer.

One more thing, FULL METAL ALCHEMIST! haha! finally watched it after i told jally that it's not my genre. and i stand corrected, i love it! well, the ending is quite tragic and i do feel a lot for winry but that's not the point. best episode of the series? guess what?! the episode of roy mustang's band! in short, today's episode in animax. i just love roy mustang! it can be seen in my picture in ym right? oh well...

so, that's it for now... til next time! check out my fic, confessions of a prince and my poem in fiction press would you?

songs... just songs...

Maniwala Ka Sana
Parokya ni Edgar

nung una kitang makilala di man lang kita napuna,
di ka naman kasi ganoon kaganda, di ba?
simpleng kabatak,
simpleng kabarkada lamang ang tingin ko sa 'yo.
di ko talaga alam kung bakit ako nagkakaganito!
ako'y napaisip at biglang napatingin,
di ko malaman kung anong dapat gawin!
dahan- dahan nag- iba ang pagtingin ko sa 'yo,
gumanda ka bigla at ang mga kilos mo'y nakakapanibago!
napansin ko na lamang na nalalaglag ang aking puso.
bad trip talaga! na- i- in lab ako sa 'yo!
tuwing kita'y nakikita ako ay napapangiti,
para bang gusto kong halikan ang iyong mga pisngi!
CHORUS
minamahal kita! ba't di ka maniwala?!
anong kailangan kong gawin upang seryosohin mo ang aking sinasabi tungkol sa pag- ibig ko sa 'yo?
maniwala ka sana, minamahal kita!
nasira na yata ang ulo ko, kaiisip ko sa 'yokahit saan tumingin ay mukha mo ang nakikita ko!
pero bakit para kang naiilang, ako ay iyong iniiwasan?
ako'y nahihirapan uy, wala namang ganyanan!
pakiramdam ko ngayon ako ay nagmumukhang gago!
ngayon ako'y nagsisisi kung bakit ako nag "i love you"!!!
kasi di na tayo tulad ng dati
ngayon sa akin ay diring- dire!
(CHORUS)

Somewhere Only We Know
Keane

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
[break]
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

** some songs... simply that.

I Wonder If the Time Will Come

I wonder if the time will come
When you would simply stare
And get lost in my eyes
Then gently whisper words into my ear.

I wonder if the time will come
When you would just call me up
To say nothing at all,
Because you simply miss me.

I wonder if the time will come
When you would sit by me
Under a pool of stars and a full moon
And simply stay silent until we doze off.

I wonder if the time will come
When you would cover up my eyes,
Let me guess who you are
And kiss my nape just to be sweet.

I wonder if the time will come
When you would drive me to a valley
Full of flowers to lay me down
And stay with me until the sun sets.

I wonder if the time will come
When I get to hug you so dearly
And feel your warmth
All over my body.

I wonder if the time will come
When you would take hold of my hand,
Stick your fingers between the spaces
And finally kiss every fingertip.

I wonder if the time will come
When you would idly play with my hair
Or rest your head on my lap
And let my fondle with yours.

I wonder if the time will come
When you would stand over me
While I'm lying down beneath a coconut tree
And lean over me to playfully kiss my forehead.

And I wonder if the time will come
When you would just kiss me
Under the rain and simply confess
That you've fallen for me.

** a poem i composed after waking up from my nap in the library awhile ago and edited it during mechone class

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tagal tagal ko na hindi nakapost a!

oh well, what do you guys think about the new layout by the way? meron pa bang dumadayo sa blog ko na ito? ako nga hindi ko na masyado napapansin e... dalas ko ngang online lagi naman la sa keyboard... anyhoo...

yes! i succeeded in making a bread dough almost on my own i might add. i took a recipe from the internet but made my own special touches. and the method as well, i only copied (slightly) the method of fermenting the yeast. and at last! my supposed to be croissant turned out to be little muffin breads!!! why? because the dough is sticky, is it really supposed to be like that?! and i was still half asleep when i was beating the dough up and molding it so i took a spoon and scooped spoonfuls of dough and pluck it into the muffin molds!!! nice huh? it still tasted like croissant especially the buttery taste the only problem was the shape. and tonight, i made a cake! i thought tomorrow was fathers' day and made a cake for my dad... but fathers' day isn't until next week! oh well, the carrot cake will have to go first. hope it tastes good, i haven't even put the carrot and icing yet... it would just have to wait because i still don't have the whipped cream! haha!

well, this blog is my baking and book journal for the past few weeks... bet it wouldn't change for a while... that all that i will be talking about is my cooking, baking, books... and other stuff for a while... oh yeah! the cube! i almost forgot my lbymemb experience and my time with my majors...

i'm really growing OLD fast! i'm taking MEM courses and not just plain eng courses! MEMMATH, really tough... for the calculator so far. lots of buttons to press over and over again. i don't even know why we're getting those values! LBYMEMB, the cube!!! my gosh! all of us have been filing the work piece for 6 hours! and guess what, i'm not succeeding... wala pang straight!!! oh well... dito nalang...

i need sleep... >.<

suzanne's diary for nicholas

You are the explosion of carnations
in a dark room.
Or the unexpected scent of pine
miles from Maine.

You are a full moon
that gives midnight its meaning.
And the explanation of water
For all living things.

You are a compass,
a sapphire,
a bookmark.
A rare coin,
a smooth stone,
a blue marble.

You are an old lore,
a small shell,
a saved dollar.
You are a fine quartz,
a feathered quill,
and a fob from a favorite watch.

You are a valentine
tattered and loved and reread a hundred times.
You are a medal found in a drawer
of a once sung hero.
You are honey
and cinnamon
and West Inndies spices.
lost from the boat
that was once Marco Polo's.

You are a pressed rose,
a pearl ring,
and a red perfume bottle found near the Nile.

You are an old soul from an ancient place,
a thousand years, and centuries and
millenuims ago.
And you have travelled all this way
just so I could love you.
I do.

~From James Patterson's Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas

simply sweet and dear...