one-sided love and rejection

here's another one of my thoughts... i have been thinking about a lot of things lately even though i don't seem like it... anyway... here goes...

love is a wonderful thing for some right? and it may be a terrible thing for some... but have you ever thought what is wonderful and what is terrible? i guess no one can really tell right? since every man is given the choice to lie or to tell the truth... i guess wonderful love is when both parties tell the truth and really love each other... and terrible is the term which can be used when talking about 'one-sided' love...

love is one-sided when only one gives his all and the other simply receives... it does not have the give-and-take relationship. it is when only one party is sincere... when only one party is true... when only one party cares... i guess when you have that kind of love, you shouldn't expect much right? cause there is no guarantee that it will turn out the way you want to... you could simply move away slowly and try to put everything in the past...

but what if you can't already? what if it's too late? there is no such such thing as late except for scheduled meetings or tasks... in life, there is no such word when you are still young. being young means having the chance to do everything we want to do. we are only young once, so why waste it right? so, moving away is never too late... but there is such thing as a hard departure... you have clinged/ hanged on too tight that you are now afraid to lose that special someone... afraid to be alone... i guess everyone wants someone to be there for them... but what if everything is a lie?

i guess being rejected doesn't mean that everything will end... being rejected is all a part of life... and yet, being rejected still hurts... it still damn f*cking hurts... everyone needs to be ready for this... why? because we may encounter this in everyday of our lives... rejection... such a harsh word, right? the word itself stings when you say it... but why does rejection need to hurt? why do people need to get hurt? isn't it unfair? i mean, why couldn't people live happily all the time? why do we have to face such hard things?!

awhile ago while walking home, i got the chance to decide on the things i want to do... and finally ending this blog is one of the top choices... i started this blog to write down the things i did while i still thought about confessing... and i kinda decided to end this blog because i'm not wishing for anything anymore... man... it hurts!!! i'm not hoping for anything anymore... not expecting anything anymore... not asking for anything anymore... i guess i can't resist this blog can i? another thing i thought of is to give up... give up until it's gone... forever...