Life's like too long... still, sometimes it's just too short... why's that whatever things we want, we can never get? my dad sent me a text message last time, though the ending was a joke, the first words were the ones that stung...
"luv is unfair. pgmhal mo d kyo pwede 4ever..."
that hurts... but still, it's true. life's too long like that... then if you want to forget about certain things, life's still too long... but then when you have forgotten about everything, it all seems so short... life seems so complicated for everyone... not only me. why does life have so many limitations? when one of my favorite sayings is "the sky's the limit" ??? i guess some people are just meant to have their feet on the ground, they are never allowed to leave the ground... never allowed to fly high... never allowed to reach cloud nine... i guess somethings need not to be touched... need not to be harmed... need not to be interfered... life's unfair, no?
NO!
i guess life has it's reasons, God has His reasons why eveything is happening to us, why we make wrong decisions, follow the wrong path, make the wrong steps and maybe sometimes fall... maybe that's one way of showing us that life really is fair... that life can never be beautiful without change, without being wrong, without making mistakes... why is that? me, i can't imagine saying that life back then was beautiful when everything is perfect and just the way i wanted it to be when i'm not seeing different things now... if i didn't go to college, i guess what i will be saying is life in SJCS still sucks because of all the things we needed to do, all the Chinese characters we needed to memorize, all the extra curricular activities we have to endure... but now, that i stepped into college, all i'm saying about SJCS is... it's the best always has been and always will be! not only because of all those stuff mentioned before, but also because of the people i have ben accustomed to... the friends that i have made, the loved ones who i saw each and everyday, the simple hi's, hello's and ingats i receive everyday, it's all enough to say i love being a Judenite and i wouldn't have exchanged it for anything else! i guess having a change in life is not so bad... even though college so far, for me, sucks and no one is even bothering to make it better for me... i don't know, but it seems that whatever i do, i still can't get to like my block... i still hate it... and i'm glad that next term, i will be seeing less of them. evil mysh, call me whatever you like... but really, i just can't bring myself to like my block, to enjoy their company in class, i just hate being with all of them all at the same time. sorry... i still love my friends back in SJ, and i miss you guys so dearly! i'm thankful that thanksgiving is fast approaching... i get to spend some time with some friends. even though i have done nothing the weekend before but to be with them... i guess i just can't get enough of them...
life's too long and yet too short... quite ironic isn't it? so, whatever you guys have right now, i suggest you treasure them and spend life like there's no end... because you will never know when it will end and how it will end... even a simple hello, treasure it and remember it for the rest of your life!
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