animo la salle!

yey!!! d'way ta go!!! :D animo la salle!!!

the de la salle green archers defeated the ateneo blue eagles by a whooping 18-pt lead during the first uaap game in season 68! during the first quarter, the green archers shot 20 pts while the blue eagles shot... i don't know... i really didn't have the chance to watch the first quarter... i caught up at the near end of second quarter which the green archers took a 30-pt lead over the eagles! i'm sure that lasallians and lasallians alike were having a ball over the lead during the half time. anyway, during the third quarter, the blue eagles struggled to at least cut the lead of the archers to a mere 23 pts i think... i'm not really sure about the digits anymore because i really had so much fun watching it over the tv...

anyway, even over the television, you can feel the enthusiastic roar of the fans cheering for their teams... it really caught up with me and before you know it, i was jumping on top of the bed and was shouting some words that i can't remember... i was like possessed! but really, it wasn't really that much of great game... i'm comparing it to the greatest game i have watched in the nba, the one that lakers and kings took an over time because robert horry shot entered the basket at the last milli second! hahaha!!! which, by the way, i'm not supposed to do... anyway, there you go... i may not have attended the game in the coliseum... but i supported dlsu in front of the television... even though i tuned in late already! :D

animo la salle!!!

nice guys finish last

as i was munching down my dinner awhile ago, a thought entered my mind... i found myself thinking that coming in last is not so bad... i mean, when you come first in birth, you are older and there is that possibility that you will also be the first to go. when you come first in a relationship, there's always the possibility that you will also be the first to taste the sufferings you will undergo during a break up... being last is not that bad... i mean, you maybe last but at least you don't have to take a nosedive when you see that the thing you're about to enter is risky. you may be the last in birth, but you may also be the last to go. in a relationship, you maybe last at least you're the one! :D

but never the less, being in the middle doesn't seem to be a very big deal.. come on, we all know that...

but anyway, point is... it's better that you're the first and the last... no arguements there! :D

first note

had fun today, spent the afternoon at haze's house again, and planned to surprise tanya for a belated surprise party but was cancelled because they had no classes for this day...

here's the cake!

happy birthday tanya!

happy with the cookies?! :D

then there was the "first note" concert in u.p. ... thought it was gonna be a drag actually... but it turned out... pretty ok.. :D pics with my blockmates, fun!

nikki and karlo

john and kat

mike?!

arvin choi and me! (not necessarily just blockmates... fellow judenite!)

kat and polar (another one!)

rabby and chester

hahaha!!! those were taken in abelardo hall in u.p. diliman... :D

happy birthday tanya!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANYA!

looks like i wasn't too exhausted to update today! yipee!!! anyway, this day has been... idle... and i mean it... i learned some things, inputted some things but more was drawn out from me... i think... hahaha!!!

anyway, like any other day, i'm emotionally and physically drained... ewan ko... dalas kong tulala ngayon... maybe missing the Judenites!!! especially our batch...

anyway, got nothing else to say... nothing really happened today... just had my first midterms! hooray!!! and trust me... i didn't study... wah!!! what will the results be?! i'm afraid to know...

first midterms...

hay, tomorrow i am finally gonna taste what midterms bring to Lasallians... it's my first midterms! it's in Filipino and Grapone... anyway, i'm writing this because i'm not sure if i am going to have a chance to update tomorrow evening. anyway, been cold these couple of days, and my head just can't stop bugging me!!! i hate it... i mean, since yesterday my head has been banging... maybe it's telling me or ordering me to take a rest or to stop it... i even find myself staring into space most of the time... i don't know why!!! right now i'm trying to do five things at the same time... updating, chatting, studying for the midterms, crochetting and texting... good thing i don't have to fix my things already... o and yeah, i have to make a notebook about what i've learned from our cwts class last sat... maybe on friday night... :D there i go again... slacking and procrastinating... i think i really should change... ... ... ... nah!!! hahaha!!! just kidding... little by little i know i'm gonna change... i don't want to be left behind by my friends! :D

anyway, got a lot of plans up ahead... just wanna take this chance to say,

Advance Happy Birthday Tanya!!!

bye bye

bye bye pc!!! wah!!! it broke down last night and as a consequence, i'm spending my break here in egi just to check my mail that hasn't been checked for two days! and i miss ym!!!

anyway... got really nothing to say...

the night life

last night was a lot of fun!!!
spent it in Rockwell Power Plant with Jay and the guys... caught a movie, ate dinner... stuff like that... just plain hanging out. anyway, it was different cause it was... i dunno... a different bunch of people might have affected it... hahaha!!! one more thing, i bought a 1/144 Saviour Gundam!!! and done assembling it with a very long 45 minutes!!! there's an explanation for that, the light wasn't sufficient and i was tired and sleepy! EXCUSES!!! gyahahaha!!! anyway, in Rockwell, i can say that we did some embarrassing stuff.... hahaha!!! won't tell!!! anyway, went home at an early 12:00 am... Tahong, thanks for the ride home! :D anyway, really had fun... thanks Jay! and thanks for the others too, like, Kenevvy, Mau, Eunice, Jally, Mark, Cathy, Hans, Osmond, Alden, Mix, Franz, Tahong, Adrian, Ahya Fred... an of course the rest!!! :D hahaha!!! anyway,

Advance Happy Birthday Jay!

**the helium filled balloon, ice cream, party hat and the ampitheater plan will be cancelled guys... :( takot ako kay Bola!!!

some confused quizzes

~*~Result nr 3~*~


Your power is: The ability to fly

Explanation: This powers speaks pretty
much for itself. Though you don't need wings
for this power,you can fly anyway. Some people
may consider it as telekinesis since they can
also fly, but you can't make material things
move like they can. This ability could be a
relaxing activity when you want to get away
from everyday troubles. Also it is good when
sneaking upon an enemy since it makes no sound.
When going over to the "dark side"
the power could be used to harrass and break
into building through windows etc.
You are quite similar to this power since you
like to have your head in the clouds.
Supernatural things amuse while ordinary life
does not. If your daydreaming has gotten a
little too far you might be zooned out all the
time, even when you are having a conversation.
Your desires and/or goals tend to be
unrealistic even if you know those would
probably never happen. Travelling is something
you would be interested in doing since seeing
exotic scenery fits with your fantasies of
escaping your plain life. You can also have
some creative ability (writer, playing an
instrumen etc) that interests you.
Negative aspects: The whole reason you
may be escaping life could be fear of being let
down by it. So if that would come to happen,
and an important dream had been crushed you
could get depressed.

What Power is Compatible With You?
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You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life
right now and are unable to make decisions that
pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures
as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't
seem to get any better by whatever method you
are using for now. There is a pain inside
because of this and you feel helpless in your
life, thinking you will never find your way
back. But even though the path may seem dark
you still try to find yourself, which means
your inner battle is not over.


What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.


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You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new short story.


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busy body

been busy for the past couple of days... not to mention last wednesday (29 June 2005)!!! during u-break, i was rushing from one place to another because four of the orgs i've joined held their general assembly all at the same time!!! then we had two consecutive tests after that... anyway, i'm gonna ba a lot busier the following week because mid terms are here... gosh!!! my first mid terms!!!

anyway, still am busy today... just dropped by to update my blog! :D

haze

the mask?!

cake passing

bday cake!

a picture is worth a thousand words.... i don't need words to describe how much fun we had during this day... it's all in the pics!

once again,

Happy Birthday Haze!

velasco

hahaha!!!! super la ba magawa?!

anyway, right now i'm in velasco... typing another entry for my blog...

anyway, really miss the judenites! (i realized that i should not always be using "you guys" cause other people who are not in our batch or sj are also reading my entries...) the judenites cause it's not only the people from our batch that i miss but also those in the lower levels and the sj itself... hay... wow! i'm stuffed!!! ate at red ribbon a while ago... had choco mocha crunch! yummy!!! and spag! anyway, extra lang yan! hahaha!!! so, back to where i really had my mind wandering off... i miss sj... and i'm really glad that our e-groups are so active that everytime i open my mail, it flashes that i have at least 4 messages (kanina lang ako check pagbalik ko 4 messages na agad!) why? cause i get to check on what's happening in the lives of my friends... hahaha!!! really wish that all of us are still together up until now... we might say that we feel pukish when we see each other everyday, but it's not really true cause now that we don't see each other that much, and some really don't see us at all, we miss each other's company... o wow... i can't believe i'm about to cdry in public... *sniff sniff* i usually write blog entries at home at the same time crying my eyes out when i talk about how much i miss sj and my friends... but, i'm not going to cry... i will be strong... although some people saw me crying during the mass last saturday (i was really just over joyed that's all... seeing our batchmates having a gathering in sj again after graduation... ) anyway, i don't know what it is with sj and the friends i made during my stay there that is so different with the people i'm with now...

maybe it's the trust that i have earned from them... then sincerity and care of the judenites specially in our batch! you know, even though some of my friends are a bit younger than me, they set me straight when i have a problem, help me do the right thing, advices me a lot of things that i sometimes neglect and they take care of me... i'm touched! bira mo, not one but many friends take care of me! i don't know what i will do if there are no other judenites in our block... i sure am lucky that i see judenites here in dlsu everyday... but i assure you, i'm not all that lucky!

library

spending some quality time in the library of dlsu right now... darn dsl can't connect at home... anyway, even though the sat mass has ended for 4 days now, i still am getting the hang over as you call it... still missing sj... just imagine... when i'm in sj right now, i wouldn't be here in front of the computer surfing the net or blogging but i will be in... according to my fourth year sched... it's supposed to be... recess!!! wow!!! spending some time with friends digging into some snacks! i miss baking as well... here in dlsu, i don't want to bring cookies, muffins or any pastries i bake cause the people who really matters wouldn't be the ones who will have a taste of it!!! naka naman!!! no, my blockmates also matter syempre... it's just that, ok... i miss Porman having to taste what i made and everything... i mean, even the go nuts donuts!!! yummy!!! hahaha!!! does it show that i really am hungry right now?! u-break nga pala namin mamaya after ng trig noh?! anyway... hay, really missing sj... maya maya dapat kaharap na namin si gulay o!!! and then my mind will be drifting off outside sj... but right now, my mind is drifting TO sj!!! gosh! guys, this post effect is really distracting but i like it!!! anyway, really looking forward for the weekend to say:

"i'm back sj!"

and o yeah, just want to say

happy birthday to my dad
and to Arvin "fishda" Ang!

peace out!

sj forever!!!

sj forever talaga!!! i'm home!

i'm home!

been to sj for the first saturday mass... what can i say? i know what sj said to me... "welcome back!"

seeing everyone from sj woke me up from my dream that was college... seeing everyone, from my friends in the lower batches, faculty, administrators, and my fellow batchmates literally made me cry from over joy! seeing my batch mates walk in by groups during the mass was like seeing a priceless painting being given to me by the painter himself... that feeling, the emotion and something that was flowing in me was simply beyond words!!! it simply made me cry seeing everyone again... ok, maybe i was the only one who was crying there... i don't usually cry even when i am sad or in a bad mood... but this was an exception cause it wasn't any of those reason... the reason behind those tear was joy... so it's literally, tears of joy... :D seeing everyone, having a chance to hug and talk to my friends once again was like the ultimate happiness that i could have felt! even though some i see almost everyday in dlsu... it's still different seeing them again in sj... it really is... and the others? i really really missed them all!!! i mean, wah!!! i'm really touched that a lot came... hopefully next time, the whole batch will have time to come again... then i will have something to look for every week! now, i really want to get over the coming week as soon as possible for me to come back again in sj at the end of the week...

so, what can i say? "sj, i'm home!"
i really miss ya guys! hope we have an annual recollection so that i wouldn't miss all of you so much!!! kung pwede lang nga weekly e... :D

how much i miss sj...

here are some emails that i have sent...

16 june 2005
to bigay_puso

hey mrs. ramos! hahaha!!! mysh here... anyway, college life is nothing like high school life... religion is still almost the same... masses held and stuff... pero iba recollection sa sj e... parang sa sj masmafifeel mo that you're closer to God and yourself e... dun... la lang... masnatandaan ko lang sj... anyway, ms, pwede suggestion? pwede tayo magrecollection for our batch ulit? kahit one day lang pow... iba kung kasama mo mga friends na kilala na for 13 years e... masmakakaiyak ka... kung may time lang ms... siguro somewhere sa sem break or Christmas break? hahaha!!! hope i'm not asking too much... pero kung hindi kaya... ok lang din! :D

to sj_seniors2005_4a

ako punta sa sat!!! really missing sj and all of you guys... kanina sa saliksik iyak nga ako kasi natandaan ko retreat natin e... and syempre lahat ng pinaggagagawa natin sa class... tapos ano pa ba? oo nga pala!!! sino mga judenite na nag saliksik last time?! what the?! you left a bad impression sa faci noh!!! bira mo, sabi sulat sa palm part tapos sa palm yung judenite na yun nagsulat!!! wah!!! sira na name ng isang judenite!!! tapos impression niya pa pala sa atin is "mga may long attention span" kasi tulala raw sa teacher then maya maya sasabihin "sir, paulit naman" wah!!!

see?! my gosh!!! sorry sa mga e-groups... just wanted to post my messages here to prove how much i miss you guys!!!

i'm giving up

i know quitters never win...

but i really don't know what to do anymore... i'm giving up whether i like it or not... i don't know what to do or what to think anymore... it's like everything that i did never really meant anything... it's hard... i won't just stand or sit here and wait... it's useless... i must do something... i must move on... but...

i miss sj... that's all there is...

officially missing you

that's the subject of our thread message in our seniors e-group...

what does the title mean to me? it means a lot! a few parts of the song is used for the cheerdance competition by our batch last school year... what else? it simply expreses what most of us, i'm sure means... i miss SJ... badly! every minute of the day, all i can think of is... "what if i'm still in SJ?" that's just it, i left SJ already... at least in terms of studying... but i can never ever forget SJ... all those fun memories... heck! i think i have left a piece of me in every part and every corner of SJ... being seniors, we practically ruled the whole institution!!! hahaha!!! anyway, fun memories flash back to me everyday... from the minute i wake up... i remember i'm goin to "school" which is SJ... that's the only "school" i know and will ever know... i think...

the post dramatic effect of graduation and SJ stay really bugs me... i mean, it haunts me... all the way! not that it's a bad thing... i'm even thankful that i remember SJ... despite all those words before like "when i leave this H.E.L.L., im never going back!" and "i can't wait to leave this place!", i never thought that i would miss it this much!!! hey! fellow judenites! let's attend the first saturday mass!!! please?! i miss all of you too... that's one of the reason's why i really miss SJ... because of you guys! i miss seeing your faces on the corridor or the auditorium... i miss C.A.T.! i miss the pumps, the drops... the rifle throwing!!! i know that every thursday i curse C.A.T. because it deprives us from having our rest day... and sometimes even lessens our chinese study period... but heck! i miss it! our simulation in T.H.E.! gosh!!! i'm walking down memory lane again... i miss having study groups on the fifth floor or the third floor dining hall every morning! i miss the Pasig river view, which can be really comforting when you're really down... i miss staying at Zashi's or trailers every dismissal!!! talking about chocolates, playing cards, looking at the "magical" friends... and distracting them!!! hahaha!!! i miss all those!!!

you can never have too much of a good thing... then why is it that all good things must come to an end?

singing in the rain

hahaha!!! looks like i've got nothing better to do!!! anyway, the reason behind all these is because i really love the rain... and looks like the rain really washes... cleanses the earth... i love the rain! :D

have fun with...

photography!!!





these were taken during the rain awhile ago... la lang... anyways, this day has been fun!!! wont tell the details... next time nalang... :D

argh!!!

ok... haven't been blogging... hahaha!!! anyway, since the a.i. thing, i have been what?! very busy with school work and everything... trying to balance studies and gimiks... but right now, i think i'll lay off a little from the gimiks and try to concentrate on my studies more... anyway, even blogging!!!

ok, don't really have much to say... just this, a while ago in dlsu, a lot of our batchmates from sj wore our batch shirts!!! hahaha!!! la langs... it's nice to see a lot of judenites wearing our batch shirts even though i know for some it will seem weird and super baduy... i was really happy to see us wearing our batch shirts... makes me think of how things were in sj... nice nga e... i mean, we didn't care what others think of us... we're just proud! :D anyway, im really missing sj!!! and promise, i will return... well, visit actually and next time, i promise i would do something for sj in the future... like what batch 78 (?) did for sj...

enough of that... it's really frustrating you know... having to buy a lot of things for our grapone class... having to spend 3 hours straight of algeb!!! wow!!! i'm surprise that i can even bear that!!! anyway, really got no choice... i made this choice and hopefully i will finish this course even though shifting courses and even transferring schools have entered my mind for like a thousand times or even millions of times already!!! wah!!! i just wish that i will have someone to be with me all through it like i did during my stay in sj...

well, nothing more to say... 0922-5745051... sun people! add me up! :D but my globe is still active... and my sun is also active... in short, kahit saan sa dalawa ok lang! :D