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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

officially missing you

that's the subject of our thread message in our seniors e-group...

what does the title mean to me? it means a lot! a few parts of the song is used for the cheerdance competition by our batch last school year... what else? it simply expreses what most of us, i'm sure means... i miss SJ... badly! every minute of the day, all i can think of is... "what if i'm still in SJ?" that's just it, i left SJ already... at least in terms of studying... but i can never ever forget SJ... all those fun memories... heck! i think i have left a piece of me in every part and every corner of SJ... being seniors, we practically ruled the whole institution!!! hahaha!!! anyway, fun memories flash back to me everyday... from the minute i wake up... i remember i'm goin to "school" which is SJ... that's the only "school" i know and will ever know... i think...

the post dramatic effect of graduation and SJ stay really bugs me... i mean, it haunts me... all the way! not that it's a bad thing... i'm even thankful that i remember SJ... despite all those words before like "when i leave this H.E.L.L., im never going back!" and "i can't wait to leave this place!", i never thought that i would miss it this much!!! hey! fellow judenites! let's attend the first saturday mass!!! please?! i miss all of you too... that's one of the reason's why i really miss SJ... because of you guys! i miss seeing your faces on the corridor or the auditorium... i miss C.A.T.! i miss the pumps, the drops... the rifle throwing!!! i know that every thursday i curse C.A.T. because it deprives us from having our rest day... and sometimes even lessens our chinese study period... but heck! i miss it! our simulation in T.H.E.! gosh!!! i'm walking down memory lane again... i miss having study groups on the fifth floor or the third floor dining hall every morning! i miss the Pasig river view, which can be really comforting when you're really down... i miss staying at Zashi's or trailers every dismissal!!! talking about chocolates, playing cards, looking at the "magical" friends... and distracting them!!! hahaha!!! i miss all those!!!

you can never have too much of a good thing... then why is it that all good things must come to an end?

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