"You tell me what you want and I'll be that for you!"

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

im back!

after the new year, i have been nothing but relaxed... here i am, sitting in front of the desktop once again after a long time and now i'm updating... anyway... after not updating for a few days, i guess most guys are glad that i'm not writing nonstop jibberish anymore... i have just been exploring the web, looking for stuffs to spice up my blog and yet, the new year is here and still the same old layout... but there are some polls over at the exit links if you guys want to vote!!!

anyway, here's today's thought... "aking hiling mapasakin dating matamis na pagtinggin. nananalig, nananabik sayong matamis na paghalik. bakit pa ba ako'y napaasa? ngayo'y nag-iisa, kung mababalik ko lang..."

i heard this from a song last night while going to our father's side family reunion...though it has been edited by me to match my mood... i loved the lyrics and somewhat the melody...though, i don't know the title nor the artist... anyway... everything is so dramatic... you can barely see anything not serious about it... it is oh so serious... right? touching still! i think from what i heard from most of the song (my head was flying by the time the song finished the chorus) it's about a guy... he didn't confessed to the girl he like and is now regretting every single moment of it... it's like, why let go if you think you could take the risk of rejection? the girl was showing some signs that she also likes the guy and there the guy was, making his "torpe-ness" get the best of him... and now he regrets everything because whenever he saw the girl, she was with another guy. and then the bridge went like, why did the girl show signs that they could be together and yet they were not together at the end... now he's alone and wishing that he could bring back everything that was in the past...

how can i relate to this? i don't know, maybe because i really want something but i never ever ever can get it...

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