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Monday, December 12, 2005

hardest things in life...

these are some ouchies in life that i received through email... i have highlighted some things that applies to me and well, there's a legend for the colors:
red - ouch +++
red - ouch ++
lavander
- ouch +
orange - normal ouch
no high light- ouch but nr!

1. Being questioned when you yourself don't understand
2. Pretending to be innocent of what you know about
3. Trying to show you care
4. Trying to forget something you know you never will
5. Admitting you were wrong after you have been so insistent that you were right
6. Accepting the fact that you made a mistake
7. Debating with yourself
8. Knowing what's wrong and what's right
9. Growing up
10. Accepting the fact that some things are not meant to be
11. Trying to understand when you just can't
12. Swallowing your pride when it has become too hard and too big to even gulp it down with water
13. Realizing that you have been tricked after you have given your whole trust
14. Realizing that you have taken the most important thing for granted
15. Parting with someone you've just learned to love
16. Letting GO of someone you've loved all ur lyf
17. Losing someone you care deeply about
18. Saying sorry when you mean it where you stand
19. Knowing what is best and yet doing the exact opposite.
20. Bracing yourself for the worst kind of pain... & still hurting so much..
21. Loving someone too much and learning to love the pain that goes with it...that even if you learned to let go of the person... you still go on missing the pain you once felt (and there it goes... you fall again)
22. Denying to yourself that you're falling... then finally you realize that indeed you have fallen when it's too damn late and he/she got tired of waiting...
23. Being with someone else when the right one comes along
24. Knowing deep inside that you love someone yet you can't say it out loud
25. Flashing your smile to someone u don't want to see.
26. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.
27. Showing that u care.
28. Finding a way to mend a broken heart.
29. Learning that someone u truly loves has used you.
30. saying i love you when you mean it and when you don't.
31. Letting go of a person you've just learned to love.
32. Realizing that u love somebody you've just taken for granted.
33. Realizing that u love the person you've just broken up with
34. Waiting for promises you know she or he'll never keep.
35. Saying your love for someone who loves somebody else.
36. Reminiscing the good times u shared together.
37. Shielding your heart to love somebody.
38. Trying to hide what u really feel.
39. Having a commitment w/ someone that u know would not last.
40. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes.
41. Sharing the one you love w/ someone else.
42. Loving a person too much.
43. Giving up someone u never thought of giving up.
44. Falling in love for the first time
45. Loving someone you haven't seen
46. Having the right love at the wrong time.
47. Exerting effort to make the relationship last or work.
48. Not being appreciated when u know you've given your best.
49. Taking the risk to fall in love again.
50. Hiding your relationship from someone else.
51. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend
52. Choosing between 2 persons whom u really love.
53. Finding out that u can never have the person u just let go of back
54. Seeing the person u love with someone else
55. Learning that the person who claimed to have loved you so much never really cared
56. Seeing the one you love fall for someone else
57. Falling for your best friend and knowing that things can never be the same again
58. Learning to trust after you have been burned
59. Accepting that it was not meant to be
60. Smiling when all you want to do is cry
61. Falling and knowing that it can never be
62. Not being able to love the person who truly cares for you
63. Saying that you can never love a person the way he loves you
64. Hearing that he/she can never love you the way that you love her/him
65. Saying that you are over someone you still love
66. Being friends again and learning to let go of each other coz you both know it is better that way
67. Convincing one self that you are not in love when you know that you are
68. Having to let go because you know that he deserves someone else
69. Trying not to remember how perfect everything used to be
70. Being the last to know about something that concerns you most of all

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