missing everyone... simply everyone...

ok, before you even start reading... here's a warning! this is gonna be one of those redundant entries i have written before... so, here goes...

wait! another warning...




yet another one!



ok... don't tell me i didn't warn you...




ok... here goes...

for the long days that i have spent here at home, doing nothing but waking up late, whipping up my breakfast, taking a bath when i want to (but that is everyday), watching tv like i've never watched before, blogging like it is my diary (which is almost everyday), spending so much time in front of the pc, and wasting so much money pressing the keys on my cell phone saying absolutely nothing to people... i have learned how to think and miss again... i guess i simply miss the loving atmosphere of 4A (the coolness of the aircon, man! is it hot!) , the "hi's" and "goodbye's" exchanged all thru out the day and well, the people, the friends who matters to me so much for the last 13 years...

ok, i admit it, i'm being dramatic once again... but hey! everytime my ym knocks, i look at the name of those people and when i miss them so much, i buzz them! (so guys, if i buzz you too many times, that means i miss you so much or i just have nothing better to do!!! ) besides that, i want to see all the people again... gosh, i miss the everyday life in sj... guess come may 23, nothing will ever be the same again... i mean, sure, i will still be going back to sj for the saturday masses if i got time, but it's not everyday that i will have the chance to enter sj wearing my green and white uniform and id or my fatigue carrying one of those rifles that can cause so many splinters on my hand ever again... or even go in to our classroom and opening the lights at once cause i came in too early and the skies are still dark or staying on the third floor to study for the exams early in the morning cause i spent the night watching tv or chatting with fellow classmates who are not yet in the mood to study... but what i will miss most?! need to ask that?! you guessed it! the after school parties! (not actually parties but a little get together with friends and classmates) the stays for programs, projects and well, simply for catching up with those people who you don't spend much time during the day... zashi, trailers, mang alex's fish ball cart (wonder if mang alex will miss his greatest customers?), the churchyard... actually, anywhere judenites can go! i miss staying until late at night at school doing nothing but helping out with people or watching the cheerdancers practice and practice... wonder if our batch will ever have the chance to do it all over again? to be seniors once more...

not that i'm complaining... it's just that... i really miss all that... i mean, when i was there i cursed everything... from studying to staying in school (well, at least when i was still in second year... i enjoyed staying since i was in third year... don't know why...) anyway, sometimes i think that i could have enjoyed my stay more... but will i if i had the chance?! i don't think so, cause my stay in sj, the memories i have built within it will never be replaced by anything else... it's perfect the way it is... :D

tama_chan