are you an online gamer?
well, i play PangYa... the online golfing game. i'm not seriously addicted to it but i do want to earn enough pang to complete the outfit that i want. a black bandana, ad girl gloves and the strawberry tank top that i had my eyes on ever since i played the game...
anyway, not an avid gamer really that's why up to this day, my level is still RookieB... i know, pathetic... haha! anyway, not really the deal here... my character is a girl cause i found her cute... with her big yellow ribbon, red hair and blue top... what can i say, i have a thing for red heads! whenever i play, guys always hit on me... that's what i hate... i even tell lies just to get them off my back. sometimes i just ignore their messages... i come there to play not to flirt with complete strangers! anyway, awhile ago, i told this guy that i was a 20-year-old man playing the game for his girlfriend... although he was very friendly at first when he saw that my character was a girl, he told me to shut up! how rude! i guess you can see why i hate online gamers... specially if they're guys! rudeness much? and when i play the part of a girl, they hit on me. and when i ignore them, they get mad! what's happening to the internet now? the first time i have been to a chat room, that was about 10 years ago or so i think... basta, the first time mirc was the talk of everyone... i had this huge crush on the one i was talking to. naive, gullible, stupid... ok, i was a kid. but he was a gentleman. he didn't talk about stuff that would piss you right off... he didn't flirt around... he was like an older guy who just want to be friends. right now, gamers from 11 years old onwards are such rude people... that's why i rarely play right now... wish i could earn enough pang to buy a guy player!
oh well... that's it for online gaming... i hate the guys there!!!
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
american idol 5
wah! this is the worst elimination night ever for american idol season 5!!!
although last week was a good choice. after ace, kellie pickler walked away from the title of the next american idol... honestly, i thought that wasn't a fair one... kellie was a good singer, she performs well but has the last two nights off... big deal... but as everyone knows, in american idol, you need to always be at your best.ever since i watched this season's performances, i have been cheering for kellie all the way... it's kind of a sad thing seeing her leave.
now, i will just be looking forward to the performance of chris daughtry, nothing more. hope he will be there for the rest of the competition. i loved what he performed last night! absolutely amazing... right song, nice vocals... what more to say?!
so, that's it... my rants for american idol season 5 top 6.
although last week was a good choice. after ace, kellie pickler walked away from the title of the next american idol... honestly, i thought that wasn't a fair one... kellie was a good singer, she performs well but has the last two nights off... big deal... but as everyone knows, in american idol, you need to always be at your best.ever since i watched this season's performances, i have been cheering for kellie all the way... it's kind of a sad thing seeing her leave.
now, i will just be looking forward to the performance of chris daughtry, nothing more. hope he will be there for the rest of the competition. i loved what he performed last night! absolutely amazing... right song, nice vocals... what more to say?!
so, that's it... my rants for american idol season 5 top 6.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Confessions of a Prince
been attending summer classes... it's fun! grabe! so much fun! imagine sitting down for 3 hours straight doing nothing but integrating transcendental functions, differentiating y=f(x) and putting all these formulas into your head and actually applying them! Really, this isn't just sarcasm... a part of it is truly fun. i just finished taking the first long quiz awhile ago and well, all i could say is, it melted my brain!!! *night of the living dead*
oh well, after classes, mom and me usually go rushing to robinsons or sm manila for some serious munching and shopping! there are a few times when i go play badminton or just hang out with friends and watch a movie like last saturday and yesterday. summer really is great, there are times in which i just want to go home at once, connect to the internet to continue my downloads, turn the boob tube on and bake or make desserts! or sometimes, i don't leave the pc... like today. i stay here, and continue writing my on going fiction, Confessions of a Prince. i love what's happening in it already... a couple of readers thinks so too! so, take a peek if you want to! i'm really really really proud of how things are going in this fiction of mine... and oh yeah, before you start reading, all of it is pure fiction! first of all, Justin Daniels is a guy, i'm a girl so, that's one fiction there already... the one narrating is a guy!!! oh yeah, comment on it will ya, guys? if it's guy enough or still girly... i think like a guy most of the time but i feel like the guy-ness is going going and i'm still hoping it's not gone just yet! haha!
so, what else is new in my life? i'm enjoying it right now, and i dare say i'm getting prettier and cuter by the minute! haha! joke! i'm into so many things right now... so many changes in my life have been happening and i'm really enjoying every little bit. like going against what i used to like... hehe, i won't expand on this... even my taste in music has been changing from one genre to another... like, right now, i'm listening to the album of Skye Sweetnam!!! and ust last night, i was grooving to the walk the line soundtrack! but one thing hasn't changed though, i'm still lovable!! joke! no, one thing that didn't change, i'm still a cartoon buff!!!
ooops! TeeVee time!!! got to go! Please do me a favor and check the fic out!
SMELL YA LATER!
~ mysh
oh well, after classes, mom and me usually go rushing to robinsons or sm manila for some serious munching and shopping! there are a few times when i go play badminton or just hang out with friends and watch a movie like last saturday and yesterday. summer really is great, there are times in which i just want to go home at once, connect to the internet to continue my downloads, turn the boob tube on and bake or make desserts! or sometimes, i don't leave the pc... like today. i stay here, and continue writing my on going fiction, Confessions of a Prince. i love what's happening in it already... a couple of readers thinks so too! so, take a peek if you want to! i'm really really really proud of how things are going in this fiction of mine... and oh yeah, before you start reading, all of it is pure fiction! first of all, Justin Daniels is a guy, i'm a girl so, that's one fiction there already... the one narrating is a guy!!! oh yeah, comment on it will ya, guys? if it's guy enough or still girly... i think like a guy most of the time but i feel like the guy-ness is going going and i'm still hoping it's not gone just yet! haha!
so, what else is new in my life? i'm enjoying it right now, and i dare say i'm getting prettier and cuter by the minute! haha! joke! i'm into so many things right now... so many changes in my life have been happening and i'm really enjoying every little bit. like going against what i used to like... hehe, i won't expand on this... even my taste in music has been changing from one genre to another... like, right now, i'm listening to the album of Skye Sweetnam!!! and ust last night, i was grooving to the walk the line soundtrack! but one thing hasn't changed though, i'm still lovable!! joke! no, one thing that didn't change, i'm still a cartoon buff!!!
ooops! TeeVee time!!! got to go! Please do me a favor and check the fic out!
SMELL YA LATER!
~ mysh
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
lil_mysh
holy week just passed me by so quickly. 'm not really a very good Christian, i admit that. i didn't go to Church like i'm supposed to... but i prayed, not really in the sense that i made the sign of the cross and everything... but i had a lot of free time and i talked to God... i do that a lot.
thursday's moon was awesome! the last time i saw a moon like that was the summer after grade 6. and the one who told me to look at it was in cebu that time... from that time on, i have always followed the moon around. i stayed at the balcony of our house in Sta. Mesa for awhile, then the stars appeared... a beautiful, beautiful sight. the only thing missing? a bottle of champagne and someone special to dance with... *sigh*
and friday, i'm nowhere to be found... as well as saturday. where have i been? to a place where my sun cell have no signal or very little for that matter... i went to Zambales with my dad to "originally" eat some shrimps... correction, a lot of shrimps! i didn't know where zambales was... i didn't have a clue that it will take us 5 hours on the road just to reach our destination... but, i guess it was worth it. milk fish and shrimp were my favorite food there... the shrimp ponds are nice and i just loved to see the shrimps jumping around when the net was lifted. but summer here in the Philippines is really no joke... it's hot! and now, guess what, i'm tanned again... hopefully in a month's time my skin will return too normal again.
sunday, like thursday night, i was the "shobe" of the dinner table... well, it's not that i didn't enjoy it... it was fun being with my elder brothers (cousins) once in a while... talking about nothing else but the food in front of us... hahahha!!! and well, after dinner was our computer hogging time... we were all over the laptop looking at disgusting photos while our youngest cousin was being the little baby he is. and the week ended just like that... monday came...
i really thought monday was nothing but DOOM... it was course card distribution day for me... and heck! my first stop? chemtwo... i felt the room slowly closing in on me, i know it was my fault if i failed... i didn't really study... but, thankfully, i barely passed... not really the type of thing that i would be proud off... but considering what i did in preparation for the finals and all the long quizzes, i think it's appropriate. and the rest followed. the time i went in the room to get my phyeng1 course card... J210 at 11:00 am... i didn't really want to stay cause like Dr. Palisoc said, i am wasting my time there... i was sure that i will be receiving another 0.0... but i was brave enough to stay and said to myself that if ever i really got a 0.0, it was all my fault for not taking phyeng1 seriously like everyone else. i got it, didn't even bother to look at the grade waiting for me... i received the card faced down, didn't even bother to look at it, i inserted in in my pouch and went out the door. i didn't cry... but i think i went pale there, the pressure was more than i could ever handle. my heart was crying out and just wanted to break... it was heavy, i was nervous and shaking... there was no one there to be with me once again when i see a 0.0 on the course card. when i gathered up my courage which took about only a minute or two, i looked at it and nearly shriek right there, outside J210! i passed! well, barely but still i passed!!! 1.0! ok, that humiliating... but, i know i didn't do the best i could... promise, i will be studying harder from now on! i called steph lee, the one who was with me from the time i entered la salle that day. and i was estatic! excited for once that day! i felt so great to know that i didn't ask anyone to help me out and i did everything in that class all by myself... i listened by myself, took notes... everything! i did it!!! since then, everything went by smoothly that day and when night came, i was tired beyond words...
and truthfully saying, today's badminton and pingpong session was totally great for me... but the problem is... now i have a slight fever!!! oh well, back to the boob tube for my shows!
thursday's moon was awesome! the last time i saw a moon like that was the summer after grade 6. and the one who told me to look at it was in cebu that time... from that time on, i have always followed the moon around. i stayed at the balcony of our house in Sta. Mesa for awhile, then the stars appeared... a beautiful, beautiful sight. the only thing missing? a bottle of champagne and someone special to dance with... *sigh*
and friday, i'm nowhere to be found... as well as saturday. where have i been? to a place where my sun cell have no signal or very little for that matter... i went to Zambales with my dad to "originally" eat some shrimps... correction, a lot of shrimps! i didn't know where zambales was... i didn't have a clue that it will take us 5 hours on the road just to reach our destination... but, i guess it was worth it. milk fish and shrimp were my favorite food there... the shrimp ponds are nice and i just loved to see the shrimps jumping around when the net was lifted. but summer here in the Philippines is really no joke... it's hot! and now, guess what, i'm tanned again... hopefully in a month's time my skin will return too normal again.
sunday, like thursday night, i was the "shobe" of the dinner table... well, it's not that i didn't enjoy it... it was fun being with my elder brothers (cousins) once in a while... talking about nothing else but the food in front of us... hahahha!!! and well, after dinner was our computer hogging time... we were all over the laptop looking at disgusting photos while our youngest cousin was being the little baby he is. and the week ended just like that... monday came...
i really thought monday was nothing but DOOM... it was course card distribution day for me... and heck! my first stop? chemtwo... i felt the room slowly closing in on me, i know it was my fault if i failed... i didn't really study... but, thankfully, i barely passed... not really the type of thing that i would be proud off... but considering what i did in preparation for the finals and all the long quizzes, i think it's appropriate. and the rest followed. the time i went in the room to get my phyeng1 course card... J210 at 11:00 am... i didn't really want to stay cause like Dr. Palisoc said, i am wasting my time there... i was sure that i will be receiving another 0.0... but i was brave enough to stay and said to myself that if ever i really got a 0.0, it was all my fault for not taking phyeng1 seriously like everyone else. i got it, didn't even bother to look at the grade waiting for me... i received the card faced down, didn't even bother to look at it, i inserted in in my pouch and went out the door. i didn't cry... but i think i went pale there, the pressure was more than i could ever handle. my heart was crying out and just wanted to break... it was heavy, i was nervous and shaking... there was no one there to be with me once again when i see a 0.0 on the course card. when i gathered up my courage which took about only a minute or two, i looked at it and nearly shriek right there, outside J210! i passed! well, barely but still i passed!!! 1.0! ok, that humiliating... but, i know i didn't do the best i could... promise, i will be studying harder from now on! i called steph lee, the one who was with me from the time i entered la salle that day. and i was estatic! excited for once that day! i felt so great to know that i didn't ask anyone to help me out and i did everything in that class all by myself... i listened by myself, took notes... everything! i did it!!! since then, everything went by smoothly that day and when night came, i was tired beyond words...
and truthfully saying, today's badminton and pingpong session was totally great for me... but the problem is... now i have a slight fever!!! oh well, back to the boob tube for my shows!
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
things i hate
if there's one thing that i hate, it's waking up early in the morning with bruises all over my body!!! it hurts! since sunday morning, waking up has been like this... bruises, aching body... i'm simply physically breaking down... damn! my bad... why? i drank a little too much last saturday night on Jo's debut... messed my life even more i mght add... oh well, what's done is done...
hmm... things that i hate... i guess reading cliffhanger fiction is one. since thursday night, i have been into reading fictions again... i'm even writing one right now... "Confessions of a Prince". i haven't continued updating "From the Inside Looking In" though... seems that i have lost my inspiration on writing about the point of view of a two-timing girl for now... and have decided what i think of jerks! oh well, i'm placing myself in one anyway in order to write this fiction...
one more thing that i hate, it's how much my memory stinks when i really need it, and how clear it is when i don't want to remember stuff... i guess i'm just destined to always dwell in the past and remember what i have done wrong... or what now seems foolish for me right now. i'm tired of it... i want to move on...
so, what else? oh yeah, finals is a thing of the past since yesterday at 1:34 pm, on the dot! woohoo! now it's just doomsday (course card distribution) and summer classes... first time ever that i would not be enjoying summer vacation... although when i was in grade 6 i took up summer classes cause i didn't reach the 85 grade average which was needed in order to proceed to 1st year classes. but that was diffeerent, i enjoyed that even though i was awake almost the whole night on the phone talking to some people most of the time... still, i enjoyed it! but this summer class now is different... it's calculus!!!
oh well, might as well enjoy what's left of my so-called summer break... bye bye 1 month vacation... it's just about 2 weeks for me...
hmm... things that i hate... i guess reading cliffhanger fiction is one. since thursday night, i have been into reading fictions again... i'm even writing one right now... "Confessions of a Prince". i haven't continued updating "From the Inside Looking In" though... seems that i have lost my inspiration on writing about the point of view of a two-timing girl for now... and have decided what i think of jerks! oh well, i'm placing myself in one anyway in order to write this fiction...
one more thing that i hate, it's how much my memory stinks when i really need it, and how clear it is when i don't want to remember stuff... i guess i'm just destined to always dwell in the past and remember what i have done wrong... or what now seems foolish for me right now. i'm tired of it... i want to move on...
so, what else? oh yeah, finals is a thing of the past since yesterday at 1:34 pm, on the dot! woohoo! now it's just doomsday (course card distribution) and summer classes... first time ever that i would not be enjoying summer vacation... although when i was in grade 6 i took up summer classes cause i didn't reach the 85 grade average which was needed in order to proceed to 1st year classes. but that was diffeerent, i enjoyed that even though i was awake almost the whole night on the phone talking to some people most of the time... still, i enjoyed it! but this summer class now is different... it's calculus!!!
oh well, might as well enjoy what's left of my so-called summer break... bye bye 1 month vacation... it's just about 2 weeks for me...
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
missing them...
on my way home from the university, i looked out the window of our car thinking of nothing but our upcoming finals for engcal1 tomorrow. but then, something intercepted the wave... i miss being with someone.
i rest my head on the door and thought about how great the feeling was to have someone's shoulder to rest my head on instead of a cold, hard door. i thought about how great it was to hug someone just because i was feeling down or i just felt like doing it! how great it is to have someone tell me that everything will be fine... that i need not to worry about what tomorrow will bring because he is always there... i miss the words "love ya" being said to me every night... i miss the "miss ya" and "ingats" being texted to me every single day that we are apart. or the winks that sends chills to my spine... i simply miss the feelings... the excitement and the love.
so, what is it that i really want? i don't want the same pain that i felt. i don't want to remember the past... what i want is a new beginning, a new life and a new someone. i don't want the same thing again... but i want the feeling, the actions being done by someone who will take me seriously this time around.
*happy 6th monthsary to Rabbit and Giraffe!
i rest my head on the door and thought about how great the feeling was to have someone's shoulder to rest my head on instead of a cold, hard door. i thought about how great it was to hug someone just because i was feeling down or i just felt like doing it! how great it is to have someone tell me that everything will be fine... that i need not to worry about what tomorrow will bring because he is always there... i miss the words "love ya" being said to me every night... i miss the "miss ya" and "ingats" being texted to me every single day that we are apart. or the winks that sends chills to my spine... i simply miss the feelings... the excitement and the love.
so, what is it that i really want? i don't want the same pain that i felt. i don't want to remember the past... what i want is a new beginning, a new life and a new someone. i don't want the same thing again... but i want the feeling, the actions being done by someone who will take me seriously this time around.
*happy 6th monthsary to Rabbit and Giraffe!
Sunday, April 02, 2006
hand
i never thought life without an inspiration would be so hard. life will neve be happy if you don't have someone who you care for even though it's one sided. i never considered where my imagination would run off to when i'm feeling what i'm feeling right now...
after watching ginban kaleidoscope, wherein sakurano tazusa didn't regret loving pete pumps even though she knew they could never be, i found myself thinking that i also want someone to be there for me when i'm scared. to be there for me when i can't say what is inside my mind. to be there to hold my hand when i'm trembling like right now... to accept me for who i am, the good parts (if there's any) and the bad parts as well... i know that i'm weak, i often feel my body breaking down even though i'm only thinking... right now, i am still afraid... afraid of what? i don't really know...
so, can you take my hand before you walk out of my life for good? one little favor... that's all i ask.
after watching ginban kaleidoscope, wherein sakurano tazusa didn't regret loving pete pumps even though she knew they could never be, i found myself thinking that i also want someone to be there for me when i'm scared. to be there for me when i can't say what is inside my mind. to be there to hold my hand when i'm trembling like right now... to accept me for who i am, the good parts (if there's any) and the bad parts as well... i know that i'm weak, i often feel my body breaking down even though i'm only thinking... right now, i am still afraid... afraid of what? i don't really know...
so, can you take my hand before you walk out of my life for good? one little favor... that's all i ask.
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