hey, after a long time of not posting any entries and not hearing from me, im finally back! with really nothing that interesting to talk about sadly... haha!

anyway, my life has been nothing but smooth... although i may have a few set backs in my acads, i am still hanging on to my course. enjoying it actually. :) of course, i have my friends to thank for most of the fun encountered in school (look in my multiply account to check out the pictures) and of course my life, my light, my munchkin. :D

so anyway, what else is there to say? a! my fiction! i guess i can't continue writing it anymore... first of all, i don't have any time at all to update it. and secondly and i think what's most important in writing a fiction or anything at all, i can't let my imagination run loose like the way it did in the past. i've lost all inspiration to contunue writing it... first i had the perfect plot, the perfect twist and the happily ever after ending that every reader wants to read even though it never happens in reality, but hey, that's what they want, don't we all? we just want to dream a bit, read what's missing in our lives and as for me, write about what my dreams are... anyway, but as it goes on i've lost track of the actual plot, the twist became more twisted and truthfully, i find it dull and very weird even for me! haha! and i can't change it already because i have forgotten what i really want in the first place. so for those people who read my second fic, i'm sorry but i just can't continue it. because there's nothing missing in my life that i want to write about. and most of my dreams have been fulfilled. :D

so what else is there to say? oh yeah, 4 weeks of summer vacation... mine? fully booked! 3 weeks still spent in school with 3 and a half hours locked up in air conditioned rooms. haha! i wouldn't really consider it unlucky because outside the temperature reaches up until 36 to 37 degrees! burning! then before dinnertime i go to the gym when there's no class like tomorrow, i go to the gym in the morning. then i guess after may 17, which is our finals in summer term and my death call because i will be taking MECATWO and STRENTH successively with 30 minutes in between, i will be enrolled in a driving school to get my liscence before the term starts. and i still haven't gone to my pastport interview! wah!

so as you can see, i'm kinda busy busy busy!

ja ne!
~mysh